Absent again...

today...i never go to school again ><
my parents want me to rest in the house until i fully recover...
after eat the medicine....
few hours later..i vomit...
i saw something green...
i dono whether that is gall bladder or the colour of my medicine....
later my mom bring me meehoon mee soup....
and i ate some only...
when i swallow the food...my throat taste bitter....
ah....making me...very hard to swallow....
do u know....and i dono....
i cried !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dono whether this is me myself or the another me....
i cry because..i couldnt finish the food my mom bring for me..even half of IT!!!
she purposely bring me the food..and i jus eat a few....
i feel like i'm so wasting......
and now....i jus know the love and responsibility from our parents...
even though sometimes we had a fight or arguement with them...
they still love n care about their children health // future....
all of us...had make a mistake before...
they scold us because the care about us..
they hit us (when we're still young xD) because they love us...
some parents are stubborn but some of them is not...
different parents have different way to teach their children..
when we're small...we dontknow anything...
parents are the only one who lead us to a better life...
when we've grown up...we will just start to understand them...
and we will think about the past on how we treat our parents and how they treat us...
i love my parents...
Otosan & Okasan....daisuki <3