Dissapointing,sad and hurt.

ughh......
so dissapointing...
i'm now very sad and hurt...
can go sunway tomolo with friends..
going to watch alice in wonderland...
so what??
some say cannot go..
some say no money...
what laa....
i so hard beg my dad to fetch us back home...
now cancelled...
yeah..i know its' not all ur fault..
yea..is my fault planning this all and in the end..cancelled...
how should i feel,uhg...?
nothing or sad...or what???
hais....
i still hurt....
i know its not ur guys wrong..
only me who wanted to go there and watch...but ALONE??..
sign....speechless...
holidays going to end..
yet..i haven touch any homeworks yet..
omg...
spm year...and i'm still like slacking there...
lazy do hws...
this is no good..
i should throw away this attitude...
but..how...
it's dam hard....