when the music's playing....
i was thinking of you...
and again i'm getting hurt...
those words you said to me...
brought me to desperation
why??
until there's a day...
i found out that you had fooled me...
am i a toy in your heart all this time?
i was so immature to have once fell in love with you...
what should i do ?
cry all the nights or acts like nothings happened?
i'm tired in playing this game already...
can you please just let me go ?
dont say you need me when she dumped you...
dont beg for forgiveness..
because you know...
i was too weak enough...
to say , 'I hate you'
Now i really need a good sleep ,
without any woes and cries in my mind...
The next day , you sent me a message..
but i never open the message..instead i deleted it...
it's been over than 3months ,i never see the sight of you..
until after the summer gone...
she came to visit me...
when i saw her , she gave me a smile...
she told me a sad and romantic story...
i love her story though...
then she brought me to a place..
a place that i never had been before...
and there i saw the sakura tree...
where it craved '14s'i love you in different languanges'
i touched it...
it was by someone..piece by piece crave on it...
she said ' he craved it special for you'
i looked at her for a moment and smiled at her
'I will be happy if i see this 3months ago , but....', I said.
Suddenly she pulled my hand and drove me to a white house...
the white house is beautiful and has a garden beside it...
she opened the door for me and asked me to go inside the house to have a look..
i walked in and looked around the house..
it is just like my dream house i designed...
but i was confused..
there is no one else who knows about my dream house..except for him...
and as i walked in..
i saw someone was sitting on a wheel chair,looking outside the garden from the 2nd floor of the house...
he turned back...,
It's him...
all of a sudden , my heart felt very pain , i started to cry...
i approached to him and hug him as hard as i could..
'Ba-by , dont cry. I dont want to see any of your tears to drop anymore' , he said.
He continues , 'Look at me...and smile at me'
i couldnt control my cries..
he wiped my tears with his soft hand..
'Why........!' , i said.
He said , 'Can you forgive me please..?'
i continued crying and said 'Why are you so selfish ? Why you keep everything from me.If i knew it from the begninning , eveything will never turned out to be like that!
He reply , 'I'm so happy to be with you during those days.I love the way you jokes and smiles at me.No one can expect what will going to happen to us tomorrow.So,when i get to know that i have this sick,i decided not to let you know because I love you...and that's how i made a story with her , so that you will hate me and i will soon dissapear from your heart...and you no longer will love me...If i had told you earlier , i only could see the only crying baby of you...'
'Biii...I love you!! I forgive you...but please dont try to hide something from me...I will only getting more worried if you keep a secret...so..please promise me,Biii. I will take care of you from today onwards,please let me..'I said.
'But...' , he said. For a long moment ,we kept quiet.Holding each other hands were the warmest thing i could felt...
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