Are you really happy?

uhm , 'Why' ?
' ngor hor laang mou kam yoong geh chi kak lei goong lei'
daan hai , lei zhi kii hmm kor tak saan fu ge meh?'
kaam lin hou toor hooi sam, kung hmm hoi sam geh sii faat saang..(more to stress)
ngor dei yau mann gor lei , daan haai lei hao hao senng senng kung ngor dei koong..
 'lei chi kii geh sii , hmm sai ngor dei fan'
ok! ngor dei juuen zhoong lei geh lam fat..
mui yat heung school , kiin dou lei , dou hmm hooi sam...
daan hai , lei wa lei mou yeah , lei hou hou...

ya , ngor zhi dou lei hai paan yeah...
lei hmm kung ngor dei kong...
yam wai lei dou hmm sheung ngor dei kaan chuu lei hmm hooi sam..
hor lang , duui lei , lei koong , yau hou door yeah hai faan heung hmm dou and hmm koong tak..
daan hai , hou choi yau blog poong lei kaam dai lei geh ngaat lek..
baat guoh , lei dou 40% like that confess your feeling into the blog..
yam waai lei chi dou , ngor dei wui dook dou..(hmm chor hmm chor) hou goh sau mai heung sam..
i ask myself , do i really know you...
and myself tells me that 'I'm so sorry , i dont understand u at all'
if u saw and read this , please dont think negatively...
i write this not purposely for u ,
but i just cant bear with my feeling when i see u like that...
just my feeling...
so , please dont bring this blog as a another burden for u after u read this ,
because this is not the burden u should carried but something more to myself..
i really dont wish you both like that , even i know i can do nothing in between you
and i should not because things will become worser...
and we also know , we never talk anymore..
even we talk , only a few sentences...
will our distance become more further apart in the future??
no,i dont hope for the day to come...