I said I loathe you!!

I loathe you so much !!
and i don't like loathing you!!!
but i can't bear with the feeling...
why why why??
i dislike you , you're the one who make me to hate you...
please face yourself in the mirror
look at yourself!!!
it's so disgusting to see you acts the way...
do you really know what are you doing now ?
the way you talk to everyone or whatever especially to your bestfriends...
i really dislike it !!
i could not forgive myself...
because i hate you , i get hurting myself...
i try not to hate you...
but everytime i see you all ,
i really hate you...
i really dont know what is really happening to me...
just i can't bear with this suckky feeling...