My lovely grandma

yesterday my grandma is send to the ICU
i'm so worry about it...
few days ago , she says that she can't breathe like normal...
it is so suffocating for her...
you know , old people...
when she is send to the hosp.
doctor makes a body checkup for her and..
her heart beat is very low...
only 50 beats something...
after 7-8hours in the ICU ,
she is send to the room...
my cousin sister tell me that she is still under critical...
everyone is very worry about her..
even my aunt from singapore back to here immediately...
around 11pm...everyone goes back except my dad...
he accompany my grandma until today morning...
and...yesterday midnight
i'm so scare...
i suddenly awake and i cannot sleep...
i scare that someone will suddenly give a emergency call..
until 5 morning like that...i just can sleep...
i can't even have time to study in the house...
today in the school , i really dontknow what i'm really doing...
i can do the add math questions but i keep sub in and expand wrongly..
i'm just day dreaming and my heart is not with me...
i pray and i wish that my grandma will be fine and return home safely...
so that everything is back to normal and i can sit my exam next week without worries..
dear grandma , we love and we care about you...
i know that i'm not a good grandaughter...
i sometimes talk loudly to you...
i'm lazy when you call me to do something...
but i really love you very much...
hope you will be fine...
god bless....