My hamster died

Today...when i return from school.. my mom told me...
my hamster(the oldest) died...
i dont know what to say...
and i jus asked..where is he now ?
it's been burried by my dad...
not even last eyes to see him...
i never cry this time...
but my tears did rolled inside my eyes ball...
well...what can i say again...
hamster is also a life...
will be born to and die on someday...
i really sad with what i have doned today..
i never see my hamster early in the morning today..
and i jus went to school..
nothing we can aspect to happen today or tomolo...
maybe if not becos of he is sick (a tumour outside its body)
he maybe will never die today...
aybe after sometimes its old...
i dont know what sick he had...
i had searched over the internet..
but i dont see any of the symptoms that other hamster got..
the tumour ,
made him getting more thin and thin...
and his fur was dropped off...bald on the top of the body...
my dear hamster..
i was very happy to see you...
lived for 1 years and 18 days....
i wanted to thank you, hamster..
you showed me..how is the life of hamster..
its wonderful and confusing...
as in the daughter can have babies for the dad's
i also dont know how to call that...
daughter's son/ daughter called daughter's dad as who ?
should call dad or grandpa ??
hahahas....
i love you hamster =)
hope you in peace with ur laopo over there =)
yeah..i'm too crazy to say that...
a life after died...
did hamster will have the life after died too ??
i dont know ...
jus...enuf for today...
thankyou for reading..
i know very emo...but also sad for me...